Wednesday, July 8, 2009

KAPE101

I never enjoyed drinking coffee before. That is before I started making café lattés and ice blended coffee's as work. But now that's a thing of the past. My work that is. I miss preparing drinks, my colleagues, the free drinks, the cute boys, the irritating "sosyalites", the patron guest, annoying "istambays", and so much more.

I would have to say my first job really did made a mark on me. Its was a very different experience. Being a barista may not be the grandest and glamorous job out there. But its sure is fun. And I had fun working being a barista.

In my experience, there are some people who doesn't know a thing about what they are ordering or what will they order. So let me share to you my knowledge of café culture here in our country as I give you KAPE101: café menu generics.

A barista should and always serve a perfect cup of coffee. May it be a short café latté, or a grande ice-blended mocha. After all coffee making is a form of art. Besides you aren't paying a cheap prize for an addictive caffeine rush. As I've said there are some guests who doesn't know a thing about the drink they have just ordered. There are some who complains about their cappuccino being all foamy. Some complains of the mocha being sweet. 

Dont look like a fool and know what's what in the coffee world. Know what you paid for. Because the only time to go complaining is when you get a foamy latté and a bitter mocha. Here's the generic line-up of a café.



Every café serves Brewed Coffee. Not unlike those instant 3in1 mix that you can buy at any grocery and "sari-sari" store. These ones are freshly brewed with newly grind coffee beans, that gives distinct flavor and aroma the best coffee beans could offer. Beans can range from bittersweet Colombian, to nutty-spicy Guatemalan, and more. Café's serve different brewed coffees everyday depending on the beans used.

The Espresso is a chemically complex drink that captures the essences of the coffee beans. Its a shot of intense, rich black coffee (about 1.25 oz, standards vary from different café) that is made and served at once. Meaning you drink it immediately upon being made. That's how the Italians do it. Its also the essence of the café latté, cappuccino, breve, mocha, americano, and ice blended coffees. 

A double shot of espresso is called Doppio or Double Espresso.

Espresso topped with a tablespoon of whipped cream is called Espresso con Panna.

Espresso topped with a heaping of milk foam is called Espresso Macchiato.

Café Latté is made with a shot of espresso and steamed velvety rich milk. After all café latté which literally translate into Italian as coffee and milk. So unless you're in Italy and you ordered a latté, you'll get a mug of pure milk. But of course where not in Italy. Its available in hot or over ice. Also available with flavored syrup ranging from caramel, hazelnut, to raspberry and more.

A Cappuccino is a shot of espresso with less steamed milk and lots of milk foam. So don't freak out the next time you stir your cappuccino and find out that almost half of it is milk foam. Because its supposed to be that way. It can be dry or wet. A dry cappuccino has thick milk foam while the wet cappuccino has soft milk foam. It's stronger than latté since it has less milk. It's only available hot in café's.

The Breve is also made with espresso shot and 1/2 and 1/2 milk (which is half milk and half cream). It's creamier that latté due to the use of 1/2 and 1/2. Available hot or over ice.

A Mocha is chocolate milk with espresso shot. It can be dark or white chocolate. Available hot and over ice. It's the version of the hot chocolate with caffeine of course.

Americano is an espresso shot over water. The difference between americano from brewed coffee is the cremà. Available in hot or iced.

Americanno; Espresso con Pan; Espresso Macchiato

When it comes to Ice-blended Coffee's, each café has a distinct trademark that they offer. For Starbucks Coffee they have the Frappuccino, Seattle's Best Coffee has the Javakula, The Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf has the Ice Blended, Gloria Jeans has Chiller ans so on. 

Each café serves their own version of ice-blended coffee drink. But they have a common ground of line-up. Mocha, Mint Chocolate, Choco Chip,  Coffee Jelly ice-blended drinks can be found in any café.

   

Café's also serve non-coffee drinks. Some has milkshakes, fruit shakes,  juices, sodas, wide variety of green and black tea, milk tea, iced tea, and ice-blended tea.

Now what would drinks be if not partnered with some delicious pastry or cake. From cookies to croissant to cheesecake, you' ll surely find a great snack in their line up of food item. Some café even serve full breakfast meal, all day long. 



Drink up and enjoy you're expensive treat. ;)

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Monday, July 6, 2009

Crossroads

Self-esteem is one weapon gays like us need. The Manila streets will butcher people like us as if we were pigs. But in the end only a strong sense of self-esteem can wither the strongest of blades. But that's the thing now-a-days. We have lost our self-esteem. People like us have gone so far back then. (See A Male Homosexuality in the Philippines: a short history) Yet now we have plunge deep into a pitfall.

Being gay today would have been mores rather than cult. Back then before the dawn of mestizos, our people were not afraid. They knew who they are. They didn't hide for having loved other men.

Now we stand on a crossroad of fears. We became afraid. Afraid of what people would say. Afraid of what others would think. Afraid of what they may do. Afraid of being rejected. Afraid of being hurt. We became afraid of being who we are. And so we have lost our identity even to ourselves. 

I'm still in the stage of knowing myself. I'm in a stage of discovering new things. All I want is to be happy. Nonetheless how could I feel happy, if I never felt sadness? How could I have faith, If I haven't felt despair? How could I hurt, if I never have loved. (o my love, where are you thee?) So what is it that I'm holding on to?

Only my self-esteem keeps me trough the day. I may not have much to scream out loud that "I'm a gay". But I have enough to make me sane (or I think I am).

But how do you measure being gay? How do you keep self-respect? How do you work on the confidence? How do I end up writing these questions?

I honestly do not know. We just have to hold on to what little self-esteem we have. And have faith that it will carry us to better days. Where a gay man can walk along the streets of Manila without fears of being despised or whatsoever. 

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Saturday, July 4, 2009

On Dudes

When I was still working for SBC, my colleagues used to call me "DUDAY". Why? Well at first they were questioning my gender preference. So little did I know, when I was away they would talk about me with "is he straight?", or "maybe he's gay?" gossip kinda thing. And they eventually had a codename for me. "Duday." Which literally translate to doubt. Because after all they where "duda" of my gender preference.

Eventually I came out to them. I mean Why not? It's a whole new slate. I don't know them and they don't know me. So might as well be my true self. And so it was the start of a beautiful 7th month long work making coffee's and ice blended drinks.

Since then everybody started calling me "Duday". It was kinda irritating at first, but then I became to get used to it. Then "Duday" became just "Dudes". And the rest was history.

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Thursday, July 2, 2009

Spunk

What's with gay men and comfort rooms? It's not like I'm lost in translation here. But there's a whole gay sub-culture that exist between the corners of the spunk filled room that I'm not very keen on.

I mean when you're in a room filled with rushing men with bladders that can burst any moment, you shouldn't stay longer than you should. You do you're business, you wash you're hand, a quick fix on the hair maybe or the pants, then you leave. Unless of course the cute moreno guy is totally giving you the vibes, you'll stay a little longer and ask for providence. But if not, then you leave as quickly as you came rushing in.

Ever encounter entering the room and seeing this guy in front of the mirror, where he's washing his hands, or fixing his hair, or just standing there doing something in front of the mirror? Never-the-less whatever that he's doing, you ignore him and head to release you're bladder out. You've finished and about to wash you're hands, and you notice that he's still there. You just ignore him again. Try to wash you're hands and freshen up a little. But you just cant ignore the feeling of being stared at. Him watching your moves thru the mirror. Will glance to you once in a while like waiting for something. (I usually just ignore and  leave) You've already left the room and guess what, he's still there.

I just wonder why stand longer than you should on such place? I mean can't some just do the thing and just go. Or maybe I'm missing something that I shouldn't? I mean if the cute moreno guy is totally giving me the vibes. Then I'll go for it. But that's a totally different case. Is it?

Maybe I'm still new to these kinds of things. Maybe that's why I'm still single and loveless. Or maybe I'm just clueless on life as gay. But one thing I'm sure of. That I totally dig moreno guys. 

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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Memory

I knew I was gay since I could remember having a memory. Thoughts of a man wrapping his strong arms around me as if I was the world to him would lullaby me to sleep. I was in my early grade school then. Maybe 3rd or 4th grade. 

When I stepped unto high school, I was already self aware of being gay. I would have crushes on varsity boys and campus heartthrobs. So I hid my true self from everybody. And I mean everybody. How can you explain yourself to people? Where in the first place you don't have to.

So I carried my closet till I reached university. I should have come out then. But I was so afraid of what people would say about me. I mean people can be very, very mean. I am sometimes. The taught of so many would judge me, for being me, scared me to hide deeper in my closet.

I just cant believe what a lie I've been living. I've been trying to be someone I'm not. And I've been afraid for too long. 

I know I will be free someday. 

Someday. 

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Sunday, June 28, 2009

moment of courtesy

When I was but a little boy, 
I used to think of reaching the stars. 
I would raise my hand high above, 
And try to touch the heavens.

And when I knew that I could not,
I dreamt of reaching a mountain top.
A ridge full of bosom's summer flower,
Where I lay my head looking at white color.

As the sunshine touches my skin,
I know nothing of fears and dreams.
The sun's ray magic make me feel,
A moment of courtesy and content.

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Saturday, April 4, 2009

Antukin

ni Rico Blanco

Sasalubungin natin ang kinabukasan
   Ng walang takot at walang pangamba
      Tadhana’y merong tip na makapangyarihan
         Kung ayaw may dahilan
            Kung gusto palaging merong paraan

Hahalikan nalang natin ang kinabukasan
   Ng buong loob at yayakapin pa
      Tadhana’y medyo overrated kung minsan
         Kung ayaw may dahilan
            Kung gusto palaging merong paraan

Gumawa nalang tayo ng paraan
   Gumawa nalang tayo ng…
      Baby, gumawa nalang tayo ng paraan

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Saturday, March 28, 2009

Jai Ho





now if i can only find someone who'll sing me this song till he cant dingdong no more.


"You are the reason that I breathe.
You are the reason that I still believe.
You are my destiny.
Jai Ho!
No there is nothing that can stop us.
Nothing can ever come between us.
So come and dance with me.
Jai Ho!"

ain't that lovely? it sounds so happily ever after forever.

anyway, anybody knows the meaning of JAI HO?

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Friday, December 26, 2008

Hindi masyadong maraming pagkakataon
   Ang pagkakataon na maaaring mangyari
      Kay tagal kong inasam ang oras na makamtan ang sandaling minimithi
         Ngunit ako'y natakot, nangambang masawi
      O kaysarap ng init ng pangarap na sa panaginip lang nagaganap
         Ngayon nagtatanong kung bakit hindi matupad?
            Sayang ang pagkakataon na minsang lang maganap
               Sayang. Sayang! Ngayon nanghihinayang
            Ang tanging sandali na maaaring makamit
               Magsisisi at pilit lilimutin habang aasa muli
                  Aangkas na lamang sa bituin at mananalanging dalhin
                     Sa hiling na ika'y makaliping

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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

                                      sa aking pag-iisa aking nakita

                                        ang agos ng daloy ng pagsisinta
                                          sa alapaap ako'y nawawala
                                            dinuduyan ng buhawing sawi

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Saturday, November 29, 2008

Paalam Aking Bulalakaw


galit ako sayo!

hindi ko gusto ang trato mo sa akin nitong mga nakaraan na pagkikita natin.

lalo na kanina sa red lane.

pasensay na, pero hindi ko pinaaako sayo at kay **** ang trabaho ko. dahil in the first place hindi ko naman trabaho yung magfacilitate. yung gumawa lang ng program ang alam kong trabaho ko kasi may pasok nga ako ng 6:00-7:30. 

kayo lang ang gusto kong magfacilitate kasi mas naniniwala ako na magiging effective kung kayo ang magfacilitate. buti sana kung kayo na ang gumawa ng program and all. ieexplaine ko naman sa inyo kung paano yung flow pero hindi ko na nagawa.

at ngayon wala na pala ako sa contact list mo dito sa multiply.

ganun na pala.

kung ayaw mo na akong maging kaibigan sabihin mo lang. hindi naman kita pinipilit.

ang yabang-yabang mo na *****.

gusto ko lang na malaman mo na masama ang loob ko sayo at hindi na ako lalapit pa sayo at hihingi ng tulong kahit kailan man.

sa lahat nang natitira pang kilala ko sa ****, isa ka pinagkakaitiwalaan ko. at sa ilang beses na kitang sinabihan nang mga hinanaing ko sa buhay at nagsagot-sagot nang mga psychiatric test mo, sana naman nakilala mo na ang pagkatao ko.


hindi na kita kilala. hindi na rin kita masabayan.


nagsanga na ang ating landas.


sanay maging masaya ka sa iyong buhay.

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Sunday, November 23, 2008

Manila PRIDE

Manila Pride March 2008


Fairies and Pixies. Hansels and Gretels.


Lesbians, Gays, Bisexuals, Transgenders and Friends...


Fly to Malate on December 6, 2008, Saturday, and be part of the grandest Rainbow event in Philippine History!


1PM - Registration at Remedios Circle


3PM - Parade (Remedios Circle - Pedro Gil - Orosa)


6PM - Program and Pageant (Orosa)


10PM - Party at Orosa St.


Put on your best fairytale and fantasy costume and join the grandest Lesbian Gay Bisexual and Transgender (LGBT) event of the year: the 2008 Manila Pride March.


For more details, visit the 2008 Manila Pride March Official Website!


(Feel free to copy and paste and re-blog or share via email this post!)

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All Work and No Play Makes One Tired


I've been practically busy since November kicked in. First, I've been training for work. I'm training to become a barista. I though its easy, but boy! It's a lot tougher than it looks. And not to mention tiring too. And I'm just still in training!

Second, I'm going back to school to finish some unfinished subject (thesis). I still have three units left for my degree. I'll be starting from scratch, and boy it's not easy.

So this weekend, instead of working on my thesis and reviewing for work, I just sat around doing nothing. I just feel the urge to just stop and do nothing. I know I'll regret it later (or maybe tomorrow), but hey I'm just tired. I need to relax. I even want a massage for the longest time now.

Anyway, I believe things will fall where thay may. So until then, I'll be just chilling around.

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OMG


When I heard the news of a priest (I think he is a cardinal?) not giving baptism to children whose parent are not married, made go "WHATTHEHECK!"

That is just one hell of a twisted mind talking! And to think he's a priest and all. That's why I'm beginning to think that religion is taring each and everyone apart than to unite us. Don't get me wrong. I do and will always believe in God Almighty and His never ending loving grace. But my faith in the people who run what suppose to be God's church is crumbling into tiny little pieces.

For one thing, what the churchmen preach is something they have interpreted. And people do not think the same, but somehow things fall into a common ground. For example the bible is the Christian world's common ground. But then different interpretations and messages may come from the bible. And it will differ on how people see it, feel it, experience it, read it and so on.

This is, I believe that the people who run the church cannot comprehend. I think that they are stuck in time and is still tied to the believes of the old golden days where everything they say becomes God's message and must be implemented for all men.

I mean that's just wrong. Not baptising children whose parents aren't married is just wrong. What are you thinking? Who gave you the right to refuse giving baptism to a child? Isn't that a sin mr. priest sir? God will never forsake children and deny them entrance to heaven. But you mr. priest sir will. Just because their parents aren't married, makes them any less a child.

You mr. priest sir, is what makes this world harsh. Especially here in the Philippines. tsktsk...

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